Saturday, October 10, 2009

honest opinion, have my blogs "hurt" anyone?

good morning,

it's a sunny, beautiful day after yesterdays awful, dreary rainy day, such a difference and glad of it !!!

my tooth, "finally" went to the endodontist, he did the root canal, start to finish-pain free...and he was tall, cute and he sang the whole appointment with syrius radio, blend music, and he has a great voice. he sings the entire day, has a rock n roll band, plays guitar and had voice lessons. He's 50, and a nice, nice man and the music was just what i like, listen too, an unusual experience to say the least. all for only $1050.00 which the dental insurance will pay, so tooth got better, and entertainment to boot.. so, if your in the metro area, see Dr. Michael Mintz in chicago heights for a root canal, you'll be entertained !!!!

so, my friend, the one i cannot name, but we have been friends for years, is angry at me. Now I do admit, in the first blogs i did use her name for something, can't remember what, but she told me not too, and i haven't again. in fact, she did something unlike her, and told me to blog about it if i cared to, but it would have given her away and was actually illegal, but something fun at the same time, and i didn't do it. so, "if" ever, i have offended anyone that requested i send my blogs to them, I'm sorry, and just let me know. I asked another, long, long time male friend, about what i had done to provoke her, he answered me, and then he told her that I had asked him, and i never ever thought he would do such a thing, not ever, so that friendship has also been betrayed, so, i'm upset, sad, overwhelmed, but she has decided to end our 47 year relationship. 47 years, longer than most marriages, but i guess if one of us passed away it would end anyway, but we would have good thoughts and memories. so, enough on this !!!! but, please, email me and let me know "if" i've offended you, and also "if" you no longer want my writings. I will, try to get to light funny stuff again, now that the dead wood is gone from my life !

took winston to streator yesterday, got my vacuum cleaner overhauled, it wasn't broke, but it did need yearly maintenance, which i hadn't done for 7 years, amazing, it's been 7 years since in the shop, guess it was what they said, "the best vacuum cleaner going", it's a simplicity and i just love it..

3 weeks left until "S" day, ankle reconstruction surgery !!!! then what??? once i heal, oh, the shoe shopping i will do !!! normal shoes, after so many years of ugly shoes !!!! what one takes for granted with their feet, i will be so thankful...and walk much different/better, it's gonna be a great spring i think !!!!

my friend, D, is going to Paris on Monday !!!! first time out of USA ! good for her !!! hope she has just a splendid trip with her 2 sisters and has a lot of french cuisine to talk about.

my friend, V, helped me figure out what i'm going to do with my so called life....yes, medical transcription.....at a hospital or right at home, plenty of companies are looking for transcription people, and i know medical terminology, am a good typist and fast, so it will be right up my alley....thanks V ! your a godsend, and saved me from poverty....and i will enjoy it tooooooo

well, i'm wondering, what is new and different in your life??? i know you can't write here, but you could comment on this site, if you had the link, which i will email you along with the blog today, so you can make any comments you want...but, email me too and tell me what is new, your happiness, are you finished christmas shopping yet? Marcia, i know you are, cuz your efficient...,
so, can you do mine since i'll be down for the rest of the year. but, i have the bedroom all set up for post surgery, my laptop, my little dvd player, books, chocolate, pens, paper, i'm "trying" to think of everything i'll need for 6 of the longest weeks of my life, then the next 6 will be only toe touch, but at least i can be up. i figure by january, i'll be beginning therapy....

Oh, my old, past friend, Jim....his son Jimmie was interviewed for the web times, and my gosh, what an interview he gave, what a perspective on life, wonder where he got this wonderful outlook and view of life, I sure feel good about knowing him, too bad his father doesn't have the same...if you like, i will send it to you, i have it in my saved email...it's really good. the guy is only 39, but wisdom of an old philosopher....

well, it's only 11 a.m. on Saturday, but i am going to close and read a book, my sis in law told me about, and i bought it..."Act like a lady, think like a man", by Steve Harvey, he's a comedian, but this is not meant to be funny, will read the entire book today and figure men out....i've read parts, and like it, gave a copy to V, and sent a copy to my nameless friend, hope she accepts it as it's meant in love..and just for what it says...if she returns it, i will loan it out to any of you who would like to read it or you can get it at borders..

so, enough for today, let me know, again, if you want these or are just tired of them...i won't be offended or hurt....don't have heart left to get hurt !!!!

Winstons mother.....

Monday, October 5, 2009

Oh, my goodness! i hit enter instead of tab on that one !!!

guess i was a little too exhuberant !!!!!!!!!!!!!

How the heck are you on this chilli day???? golly, snow out west already !! So early for it !!!!gonna be a long, long winter, but, I guess i'm gonna be warm being confined to home most of it, am now going to have my ankle fixed on October 30, at the University of Chicago, will only be in the hospital over night on Friday night, but, oh, a long, slow recovery with NO weight bearing for 6 full weeks, left foot elevated and in bed for most of that, only up to the bathroom and to the m.d. so, lots of company will be welcomed and lots of treats toooooooo....
my friend, Susan, is making me a list of "quircky" movies, like she and i enjoy, i'll have my laptop in bed with me so i can keep in touch with you, continue to blog, though i don't know about what...and pillows, a stack of clean jammies so stan won't have to dig and find them, my electric mattress cover on so i'm snuggly and warm, and when you come, you can bring cocktails.
after 6 weeks, "if" all goes well, then i can toe touch for the next 6 weeks, and then...we will see, then the physical therapy begins, but by April, I should be dancing my way around town and wearing cool shoes again !!! it's been a long time since I've had a pair of cool shoes, so i'm looking forward to it big time !!!

So, thats my news !!!! also, i got the papers to fill out for social security disability, so that's moving ahead, i hope, but do i want to go this way? i think i still want to work, but not any longer with sick people, cuz i'm sick of them!!!! sick of sicko's in work, life, love, and on t.v. too....
so, i did a hex on all of them, BE GONE SICKO'S !!!!!!!! only healthy people approach !!!!!! this woman !!!!

now, if that works for me, it also might work for you ! so, Winston has become a lap dog in recent days, he has discovered he likes it on my lap at 1 1/2 years old, he barks at me if i'm doing something and won't let him up, but, he's cuddly and furry and warm !!!!
and, he smells good tooooooo!!!!!!

I made delicious chocolate chip cookies yesterday and today, scrumptious stew, and froze two containers for my laid up time,will start fixing food to freeze so when i'm down we can eat !

Still have plans for a move in March or April, first i'm sure i'll be able to get around well, and Stan seems fine with that, we can't argue if i'm down and not doing well, i won't be in any frame of mind to disagree with him, so that will work. his ex is home from her psyche stay, and lauren is home with her, so things are back to normal, who knows what she's doing, but 90% rate of failure in opiate addiction, so i don't think thats good, but you know what, it's not my problem !!!!!! I don't care !!!!! and that's healthy for me !!!!!

Well, not a thing is going on in my life, no one is in love with me, and ya know, I think i like it this way.. i figure, i've been loved, well, they said it anyway and at times they showed it, like 4 times for certain, doubt if it was true, but i'm none worse for the wear from it, and i sort of like it just like this.. no man to fret, worry about, just me and winston and family , oh, any you guys....
but, it's okay....i "think" i just want a few sleep overs, but they must leave in the a.m., and before they stay the night, must present a certificate of health, as in no STD's....i don't want to do laundry, don't want to cook for a man any more, i've done it and it didn't matter, so, for the next 40 years or so, i'm off duty... i am going to enjoy my life like some of you already do, and the others, may want to join me, cuz it's just not worth the energy... men don't understand or think like us, and i just don't care any more...

with that note, i'm going to close for the night, on a positive note, at least i feel positive, do you?????? My friend, in Fl, she won't let me use her name, is not talking to me, i have not a clue why, she doesn't IM me anylonger, and got sort of upset when i sent her a home health note today, so, I guess we're taking a break too, and that's okay with me, it's just fine...cuz life is just to short to worry about it.

so, have a good week, and keep me posted in email if you need anything, i'm right here in Mokena...

Sher

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