i wanted to "introduce" you all to Winston, see, he's real, and he's my newest/bestest boyfriend, he's faithful, loyal, obedient, is affectionate (when i need affection), isn't a bedhog and doesn't snore.
I take him everywhere with me, and he travels well, and he's not a barker, he's a lover, wags his tail at everyone and accepts love from anyone who will offer it, but he's not a male whore.....
so, it's tuesday, the 15th, got word from Dr. Toolen that my surgery is not set for October 2, only in the hospital over night, and see the doc 2 weeks later to get sutures out and cast changed. i must behave, however, follow M.D. orders to the letter, and i will , this time i will, cuz i've wanted/needed this ankle/foot fixed for over 43 years, it's really gotten worse the last 6, now i can't wear a dress shoe anymore, and after this surgery/healing time, i can again.....
so, that's the news here in Mokena, i'm really excited to actually be "doing" this, not thinking about it anymore, i was worried how i'd get around in the nursing home, would they just keep me in a wheel chair all the time? cuz i'd throw myself out and on the floor and pee all over the floor...
This Saturday, my friend, Sandy, is having us girls over for the evening, wish you could all be there, but some of you live a little far for that!!! but, we do have fun when we get together, man bashing, eating, more man bashing, more eating, once we made a cake at 2 a.m., had a taste for it, we're still having sleep overs at heart, and she and her sister, june, have been my friends since we were really little, there's is the first house i played at. And michele, has been my friend since first day of kindergarten, we walked home from school all thru St Mary's days...but she always got to be the teacher when we played school, well it was her house and her stuff, she never ever came over to my house....and we followed greg nycz home every day, we had a crush on him he didn't know we were alive, we were just little kids to him i bet !!! pesty little girls...
So, you know patrick Swayze died last night, i just watched the second barbara walters special with he and his wife, what a pair, what a cutie he was and sooo brave...i will miss him, have seen all his movies numerous times...and will again, he had a great ass !!!! whew, whew !!!!
and he said, something i always say, "we are all terminal, some of just know how long we will be here"....i try to live that way every day, try to remember to be kind to everyone, though sometimes the devil in me gets carried away, and i can be a real bitch....don't like myself then though and wish i could take it right back, but, alas, i can't...which brings me to stan, and him not liking me anymore, i wish he did, but i can't change what i can't change...it's his loss though he doesn't feel that way now, i do think he will miss me and be sorry once i'm gone....it's been a nice 6 years for me, and i just wonder how he sees it so differently...if we are in the same space at the same time and who is missing what??? i don't think i'm missing anything, he's not the easiest person to live with either, but i overlook his tantrums and moodiness, why can't he get past mine and take the good with the bad? enough on that though....
so, how are you doing?? i don't ask about you when i write this, and i am actually writing it for myself but with you in mind too, i think the things you think, but i say em....a little to blunt for some people, but for you strong at heart, it's just fine and you write me that it's fine and you like it....so, i can take all the praise i get every day, it helps my self esteem!!!!!!
I don't have much else to write about tonight, it's the dentist again tomorrow to try to fix this dang tooth, he couldn't numb it the last two times, so tomorrow is his last try, after that, it's the endodontist for me, and lots more $$$$$$$$.$$
I also have a CBC due tomorrow and a CMP, and hope my hct and hgb are going back toward normal, otherwise, it's a transfusion for me, before surgery !!!!
On Saturday, it's a haircut in a.m., Harvest Days in Dwight after that, and then off to Sandy's house.....busy, fun day....i'm gonna let my hair grow back to the silver it is, and let it grow now, i want it blunt cut....and a little longer....what do you think????
Well, Goodnight friends, where ever you are !!! Say a prayer for me, just on principle, cuz i may yet kill that Jim R, from Ottawa, i just may do it !!! he didn't even tell me why???
What a chicken shit he is !!!!!!!!
Sherry Ann
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