Hello Friends !

It is certain, fall is upon us, it's kind of cold outside tonight and rainy, lightning and thundering,
it's been a dreary day, but winston is happy no matter what the weather, and he got a porterhouse bone tonight to chew on, made his day complete.

I had surgery on my left outer leg Wednesday to remove the melanoma area, doc says she got all the margins, sutured it right up, but told me to sort of stay off of it so it doesn't split open, if it does, it will take skin grafting andyou all know how beautiful my legs are, so i don't want another scar !

We hope Saturday is kind of nice, there is going to be over 100 fancy, fancy cars in Mokena for the Concourse d Elegance, and the food /wine festival, big flea market too, lots of people will be here.

So, have you seen Oprah ???? wearing that ugly orange dress in copenhagen, golly she is HUGE now !!!! bet she's been eating lots of carbohydrates, where did her health cooks go? did she fire them??? and what does she possibly have to do with the olympics???? actually, I feel Chicago needs to totally clean up their act, stop the daily violence, they don't need olympics, they need the army ! speaking of, did you see the article i wrote for the Ottawa/Streator paper and it was published, about the continuous reporting of bad things about Streator, I'm just sick of it...aren't you??

well, they arrested a 30 year old man for the multiple murder in beeson, il, he was married to one of the daughters, how sad and how sick he is !!!! to murder 5 people, by beating them to death, people are just sick these days,

Tomorrow Michael Moores newest movie starts, my friend, Darrelle and I will go see it sometime this week end, will prove interesting, i for one, enjoy Michael Moore, I know he's a movie maker, but he speaks the truth too.

i was in a dollar general yesterday, they now have Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas items/ decorations for sale, all at once....i think there should just be "holiday" stores, that carry items year around, all available all the time !!!!

ya know, on days i don't leave the house, nothing interesting happens for me to write about, when i stay home, the only person i see is crabby stan and happy winston, not much variety there, is there? do you have variety in your life??? i hope so, somedays I talk to Justine, and those are good days, she always makes me smile and once in a while Ryan is even yapping, he's so cute when he talks, always something new.

tomorrow i'm going to make some oatmeal cookies or chocolate chip, i don't know, but if you come see me, we'll have milk and cookies for breakfast, lunch and dinner....isn't that enticing???

I haven't mentioned Jim any more, he's gone, out of the picture, was thrilled to see me, for about 2 weeks, that didn't last long, he's a sick man, mentally, physically, basically just a man, but, I did feel good about meeting him after all these years, maybe in the next life, oh well, his loss.. I have so much to give, offer, do for the right man, but where is he? i do not want to live with another man, ever, but would like one just to hang out with now and then, have sex with now and then...but, no more overnighters with any man again, it's just not worth it, an make up is a pain in the butt to wear every day..

well, another thurday gone, the week end looms, and time for bed, i'm tired and didn't accomplish a thing today, how was your day?

Goodnight, sweet dreams !!!