so, i'm not going to do that any longer, as this is suppose to be fun, not work, no stress, it's not graded, and after all, these are my thoughts, right/wrong/indifferent !!!! It's been just a lovely day, the weather is such to feel really great about being alive, being in the here and now of it all.
Tomorrow, i "think" i'll go see the woodstock movie, all by myself, alone, me-myself, stan wouldn't like it, he's not into that kind of music or culture, but I remember it well, not that I went to woodstock or even tried pot, but i sure liked the music and for many years i wish i would have had the gumption to go, to be that cool, to night care about showering for a few days, not caring about anything....but, I was too small town, way too Catholic with all the inhibitions that went with it, trying to be "in", but always just outside of it all, if there was another woodstock for senior citizens, I'd be the first to leave, believe me, and would pick up Judy and Darrelle, and maybe Sandy would go too, i know we would have the balls to do it, without the sack !!! Music, sex, drugs and rock and roll, baby !!! actually, tonight all the cool folks , mellencamp, Kristofferson, Springsteen, Joan Biaz, Arlo Guthrie, were on the T.V. for a 90th birthday celebration for Pete Seeger, kind of funny, the druggies, as they were known as, are still going strong, look at keith richards, rod stewart, if we could have been so insightful to do some of those drugs, write some of those lyrics, made some of that money and be as with it as they are today....Who ever said, "Drugs Kill"??????????? baloney sausage, and i 'll never know cuz i didn't do any, i couldn't inhale, after all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, next topic, my friend got a car seat for her pooch and i know i want one for Winston, he will be safe and be able to see out, she says, her dog loves it....just loves it, and is safe and secure !!!! so, on my wish list is a pet booster seat for a dog.....cuz i take winston with me everywhere i go, he's my companion, my security person, the man of my life....
got a few good jokes in email today, sent them to some of you, they are very funny and from a guy that graduated 3 years ahead of me, i still like him, by golly and he was a squints regular, so you know what that was about !!! and he still has a brain toooo
also, found the child i had in the 60's and gave up for adoption on facebook, and she is soo pretty and looks just like me, with a son, which i didn't know cuz we've lost track of one another, and i found her sis also, so sent them both a note, hope they respond...but it's good to see her picture and she looks happy.
T.V. really sucks ! but, next week, the season begins.....Curb Your Enthusiasm is back on sunday night on HBO, actually I got HBO just for that series....it's funny, he's just an ordinary guy, Larry David, who created Seinfeld, but this show is all about him, his life and his friends, and he is always in trouble, he's kind of a bumbler, he reminds me of the things I innocently get in to....sort of in trouble all the time, right on the edge !!!!
and then..."In Treatment" will be back, show about a psychologist and 5 /6 of his patients, 6 1/2 hour segments every week, we look into their lives...HBO, it's excellent, and i like all of the troubled people a lot, then, there will be the violent shows, i like the violent ones a lot, but the Shield has ended, NYPD Blue is over, the sopprano's ended....gosh, will there be more violence to go to sleep with that is just fantasy, like the news is every single night, Marcia doesn't stay up for the news...so she sleeps peacefully, I get fuel from it however, and lots of dreams.....well, nightmares.....but i like em once in a while, will sleep peacefully for eternity after all, gotta get my fix where i can get it...!!!!!
Some of you write me when i don't blog daily, say you miss it....so, i'm asking could this be a career for me??? could i get paid to do this????? do articles about life, stuff, human relationships, sex, booze, affairs, humor, things people like to read about...cuz their own life is dull, and i like spicing it up....should i send copies of my blogs to some magazine people???? news people? bill Maher?????? I do have such a wacky sense of humor, i find funny stuff in every single instance...like when i had surgery for melanoma, i looked awful, big bandage on my nose, yellow, looked like a corn cob.....with a drain hanging out the side of my neck. Butch took me to the oakley for a cheeseburger like that, and some guy was staring at me , Butch saw the guy, and yelled, "Buddy, for crying out loud, don't stare, she's a cancer survivor!!!!" the guy almost crapped his pants and ran out the door of the bar !!! we laughed and laughed about it....still remember that day very well..... see, humor, i thought i was gonna die, but it was still funny !!!!!!!!
Well, i changed fonts to write that, now can't find the regular font, brother....john was here today for a computer lesson, i forgot how to scan photo's , burn discs, forgot everything and just couldn't get it...it's gone from my brain, and i don't know how to find it again another example of this damn brain injury, i'm really sick of it....glad i still know/remember you......but, soon i might forget, so if you don't hear from me for a while, call and remind me...i'm serious about this....
so, for tonight, Fuck Jim, Fuck Stan, Fuck Men, (except Winston) and of course, my friend Ray, california Ray, who loves me no matter how goofy i get/am, he faithfully calls me almost every single week, just to check on me, and say he loves me, why can't a straight man feel that way????? guess he's like a girlfriend to me ! i'll take that though, faithful, like my friends....maybe Jim died, looked at the obits tonight, he wasn't there, but maybe they haven't found his body yet...i dunno....
Good night....
Sherry
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